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On
the other hand, a foreign traveler, particularly one from
Asia, is often filled with a sense of awe and perhaps of
pity at the savage image of the huge beast’s being slain.
“Poor things, hunted and killed everywhere!”
But mostly the former sentiment prevails, as Asians are
accustomed to adoring the dragon’s power, admiring his vitality,
worshiping his supernatural character, and supplicating
him for a piece of his blessing.
Indeed, instead of even thinking of killing him, we
have on the whole aspired to share certain aspects of his
wild glory. For
in our tradition, getting a glimpse or even having a dream
of the supernatural beast was supposed to bring luck of
unthinkable proportion to an ordinary mortal.
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Even
if there were no means of retrieving her, and even
if it meant defying the way of nature as clearly manifested,
they could not renounce the beauty as lost.
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To be frank, I was profoundly depressed on occasion
and even despaired when looking at Western depictions of
human figures fighting the animal against obvious odds but
in an apparently unshakable conviction of ultimate triumph.
Why hadn’t we Orientals ever thought of really fighting
him instead of thinking of him as absolutely above us?
I wondered. But then one day I found I had missed the point
of it all.
Of course, we had confronted the dragon when it came
to a matter of our vital concern, in our own peaceful but
firm way—not single-handedly but collectively, and not for
any earthly glory or welfare but for a beauty: for the sake
of a beautiful woman.
Thus, one day in a small town in Europe, as I was looking
at a plaque on the top of a gate showing a mounted knight
engaged in a fatal combat with the lizard, I remembered
a tale of a long-ago era, about the time when we Koreans
began to be aware of ourselves as one nation.
An image came vividly to my mind: A multitude of people
gathered on the seaside, small and helpless figures chanting,
shouting, and gesticulating against a background of overpowering
nature, of desolate hills and a rough sea.
Out of this reverie emerged a picture filled with
the words that made up a story, an account of how it came
to happen.
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