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Changing into human form and finding someone who loved
it for its physical beauty were relatively easy.
But it was an unending, thorny path, to say the least,
to be accepted by people and to live as a member of a community.
To start with, there was the dietary problem: For the
fox inside the lady, the standard, mostly vegetarian diet
consumed by the peasants, consisting of a bowl of rice mixed
with barley, pickled vegetables, and bean-paste soup, was
completely unpalatable. It was not just a matter of fighting constant hunger or gobbling
secretly despite the peril of being discovered. The real torture was to eat all those foods, perfectly repulsive
to a vixen, with an air of relish and gratitude as befitting
an ordinary housewife.
Every meal meant suffering for the poor creature.
Even harder was behaving correctly, according to the
complex and rigorous code of conduct required of a woman. In the traditional large family, three generations
usually lived together, with extra kinsmen visiting temporarily
or staying on a permanent basis.
The near-impossible job was filling a multitude of
roles: To become human, the vixen had to be a daughter-in-law
and granddaughter-in-law, full of filial piety; a loving
and respectful wife; a good housewife and able manager of
the household economy.
She must be a caring mother, benevolent sister-in-law
kind hostess to all the visitors, good aunt, and so on.
The list could continue indefinitely.
All these troubles were nothing compared to the ultimate
trial of suppressing its animal feelings and behaving like
a virtuous woman. When
its instincts were urging it to tear apart the girl next
door who cast amorous glances at its man, the vixen had
to learn to be gracious enough to praise the neighbor’s
beauty. Though it felt like biting its sister-in-law,
who constantly tried to find fault, it learned to be kind
and faced her with a smile.
The vixen eventually met a tragic end despite its innocence,
good intentions, and single-minded devotion. When its identity was exposed to human beings,
all its hopes were dashed in an instant. The vixen knew that this meant the end. As had been stipulated, if it failed to become fully human, it would
perish. Choosing
not to take revenge on its family or the village, it calmly
met its death.
Conclusion
In
its entirety, this story recounts the vixen’s numerous trials
and misfortunes, showing how ill feelings such as the jealousy
of a mother-in-law or the suspicions of gossipy village
women combined to destroy the innocent creature.
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